anything you want.

day after day after day after.

still as my heart on hold my hand me the glass disappears.

dreams should not be sleeping while nightmares lie awake.

after the rope has slipped our grasp... what now brown cow?

cant wipe that face off of the mirror.

one in a million means nothing to one.

this paper is made of things to come.

and that is not an hourglass pontius

and if i should wake before i die...

a fever at half past sanity. sanity.

lOST myself. went to the mirror and all i saw was the reflection of the door behind where my face should have been

trade my stripes.

the singular illness, a skip of the tape.

inclined to decline.

you are still here, gratis.

obsessive fixation fixative obsession obscene compulsion compulsive obsession

hot coals. sticky feet.

open the wall. bang your head against the door.

our faces burn.

fear of closure of fear.

it will never come clean.

purge. purge. purge. purge... purge.

faces to the wall.

the spindle is no longer.

jesus, won't you come.

stop counting, oh the numbers.

tired act of mercy.

afoolaloof

dissolution of solutions.

we won't let it be over.

decisions, decisions.

surely i jest.

fasciculations. tomorrow. beginning. celebration. business. covered. etiquette. forthcoming. illusions. dubious. everything. eighty.

the grasp exceeded the reach.

almost over.

cant touch things without ruining them

sometimes everything is not enough

all the thoughts in my head have lost their mind

of all the times to let me down.

window pains

here's to tomorrow.

and here we have the conclusion.

wont slow down. why all the spinning? it wont slow.

standing asleep, falling awake.

what does this mean?